Today I did some cleaning.
And throughout my whole body.
I cleaned all my muscles, my nerves, my veins, and even my blood.
I cleared out everything that had been gathering in the depths.
First, the disappointments. I let them go without even looking at what they were.
You should have seen
how much space they had taken up.
Into the space that opened, I carefully placed the feeling of forgiveness. In the place of every hurt, I planted a seed of forgiveness.
Then I swept out jealousy.
How jealous I had been.
Letting it go was easy, and I felt happy,
as though I had recovered something I had lost.
Thank Allah, I found no hatred or grudges in my heart.
I don’t know how I cleaned.
Next came my fears.
At first I was afraid even to take them out.
I had grown so used to living with them.
How had I become accustomed to so much pain and worry?
Each day, fresh anxieties had brought new fears.
Meanwhile, I had kept putting off happiness and hope.
If only I had cared for my happiness and my hopes in time—if I had increased my hope a little more each day, given without expecting a return, loved without expecting anything back, and, most importantly, known the worth of the love and the strength within me. Then there would have been no need for such a cleaning.
I had difficulty clearing out my fears.
They had linked together like a chain and were almost locked. Still, I let them go without reproaching myself for once keeping them inside me like a nightmare.
I knew that if I had gotten angry at my fears and shouted at them, they would have come back at me.
Today I did some cleaning.
I planted joy, trust, and love.
I planted giving without receiving, loving without being loved, and sharing.
I planted wildness, naturalness, and forgiveness inside me.
I planted passion in every cell of my body.
I planted enthusiasm, excitement, and quiet.
All beautiful thoughts come to me in silence.
And I planted acceptance:
not surrender, but acceptance of things as they are.
Moral: True cleanliness is in the heart: throwing away disappointment, fear, and resentment and planting love, forgiveness, and hope in their place. The one who cleans his inner world finds peace.
Stories are taken from open Internet sources; illustrations were created with AI.